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but yea,
im ok I guess…
i got locked up for something pretty bad :/ they said it'd be like 20 years unless i get it dropped down. but maybe ill end up going to the mental hospital instead of prison… idk.. thatd be better… i wish i could heal somehow mentally, but maybe ill just die like this idk… idk how something this horrible could have happened. this reality truly is a nightmare. but i guess it could be worse in ways… in a way im suffering less… im not suffering under bridges anymore… and i sleep in a bed and get three meals a day, i read books, and lay here, sometimes ill take a shower. i guess in a way i went from cyberpunk bridges, to cyberpunk jails…lol…
they give us these tablets with limited access to the wired so in a way its okay, lains still with me… the tablet is called a "jp6 unity tablet", by this company "securus technologies" and it uses a service called "jpay", almost everything on it costs money, which is cyberpunk. theres some free educational stuff on it tho, and a radio app, ebooks, games, music and stuff u have 2 pay 4, movie and tv. but no normal wired. but luckly i have someone who sends me the wired on the emessaging app, so ill still check mebi, and here sometimes.
but yea…. idk… tbh, i think the prison industrial complex is kinda cyberpunk. i mean like, the whole thing like, a fucked up machine entrapping people in pods and shaving their heads so they look the same and then forcing labor out of them is pretty cyberpunk… like being assigned a number as ur name and all that… and add the tablets and hypercapitalistic media store where literally all content cost money….. cyberpunk….
yea… i can still get ramens here, so i can still partake in the cyberpunk ritual of eating ramens, so that's cool, also they have pickles so that's also cool.
heres my usual schedule:
breakfast: 7:30am
(ill usually keep sleeping tho, they give it in a box most of the time so I save the box then keep sleeping untl lunch)
9am: they hand out the tablets after charging them
lunch: 10:30am (bag lunch)
[[then ill play with the tablet or read, or just lay there for a few hours]]
2pm-3pm: the tablets and phones go off for an hour for a head count
dinner: 4:30pm
[[then ill read and play with the tablet, or lay there, or meditate, or drawing something, or write on physical paper for a while]]
9pm: they take the tablets back
10pm: they do a head count and turn the lights off
[[then ill read or meditate or draw/write on physical paper for a while until i fall asleep]]
then ill sleep.
and thats kinda what a day is liek 4 me.
i also have pokemon crystal on my tablet, so thats cool.
i am very thankful for anonymous for keeping me company, even while im in the worst situation. sending me books to read, and putting coins on my commissary so i can get coffee and treats. and always messaging me and calling me and keeping me company and listening to my cry and always being there for me.
thank you anonymous, i love you.
wulp, it looks like cyberpunk 2025 is finally coming to a close here. we sure did have a lot of interesting adventures together… what a ride!!! i look forward to many more. remember to stay tuned, for cyberpunk 2026!!! dropping this january!!!!
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