/b/ - Random

yummy!!!!!

>>7924
that looks very delicious

Someone introduced me to Bojangles hash browns today. I'm ashamed to admit that I love them.

>>7926
your breakfast sar

>be me
>hide all day in abandoned industrial complex
>start to fall asleep but wake up because I'm so dehydrated and it was like 100 degrees out today
>there's some faggots playing shitty rave music and getting drunk
<ahurrdurr this abandoned building is so cool
>it's night time
>still hot ASF
>grab an old water bottle and go to a park to refill the water
>pass out in the park for a bit
>start to get hungry
>I get fucking TAKIS the most dehydrating thing there is pretty much
>fuck maybe those people will be gone by now
>but then why go back if I'm just going to get dehydration death again
>fuck maybe I'll just pass out by the water fountain
takis……. yummy….. xD
no but yea, takis are good, and so is water

I'm so mentally ill I remember back when I had some kind of hope I could get help somehow or change things but recently things have been so fucked up, I don't see myself ever recovering. I almost get kinda jealous at how mentally healthy the people around me are xD
sometimes I think it'd be better if I just died at this point.

>>7931
but yea idk I guess I'll just ditch the takis and put up with dehydration. might as well walk back to the industrial complex where at least there's no cops. I hope none of those creepy normies talk to me, hopefully their done getting drunk idk
ttyl lain

>>7935
another day….
I put the water in the coffee after drinking it a bit to make iced coffee so I could sit here more.
but yea, idk I'm okay, but also really not. I have infected wounds all over me, I'm dirty and can't shower, and I can't even go to the mental hospital at this point. I'm just so sick of this DEGENERACY
all I ever wanted was to live a peaceful life and love and be healthy. but his fucked up horrible world ruined me so bad and keeps ruining me, and makes me ruin myself. bitch fuck I tried so hard to make a life for myself, to live, go to school, even work. I fucking tried and this sickness got me. now I'm just another one of those sick people you see walking down the street…..
I feel undead.

>>7936
Shit, Lainon, are you me from the future? I hope not; sounds rough.. Makes me think tho. With the trajectory I'm on, we're bound to live similar or adjacent lives, maybe not us as individuals_bodies, but as pattern_expressions. And if I'm being honest, that scares me.

I've been so deeply steeped in the norms of classicism, madphobia, xenophobia, etc., that even though I know we probably could relate in a lot of ways, and the way to actually get out of this mess is by cooperating with others who don't fit into the hegemonic hellscape. But the emotional instinct is there.

Fuck, how do we re-program ourselves

>>7924
I'm having extremely left-over salmon, potatos, and radio.dangeru.us for breakfast, having spent the whole night in front of computer, working on my homepage and just kinda vibing.