/alt/ - Anomalous

yeah for me it happens the more that i care about dreams

Started writing my dreams around July 2021. Had to stop because dreams became too real (to a scary level) and I felt quite often like OP claims. Writing made them clearer, easier to remember and easier to manipulate.

>>257
Sometimes for a while but then I realize I'm in a dream and I start freaking out usually causing the dream to turn on me.

>>257
not often, but sometimes i see very normal interactions in my dreams which makes me confused about whether or not i've talked about something with someone and so on. usually my dreams are more surreal so there's no confusion. i am highly parasocial though, and go through imaginary scenarios in my head a lot which also confuses me when i think i've interacted with someone but then it turns out it was all just in my head. i will have full on conversations with imaginary versions of people i know IRL and now that i think about it the idea of me having made up personalities for them creeps me the fuck out. oh man

>>257
this happens to me a lot but im also prone to psychosis/derealization

>>381

The scene is so small theres probably not even 100k people in it world wide, but its one of the best exemples of autentichity in the post 2014s
>>454
This one made me shed a tear
I really liked it

I like a lot this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tq5l1NuL2XE sadly they don't make more music o don't know why

And for post-punk i love this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SRFSJ-sTFA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snqaoM8fNdg

>>249
Hey!!
This is some of what I like
https://youtu.be/5OsETaZhBzE
But the artist that got me into goth music is Anna Varney
https://youtu.be/XwsJlUdklmk
There's also Klaus nomi, but his stuff feels somewhat more of europop

Just recently got into Twin Tribes.

>>431
I think you missed the point of the post, it went so far above your head it its in space now.

Here
https://www.readandspell.com/us/teaching-literacy-skills-to-adults
If you have a good relationship with your parents they can help you, also a good irl friend that its willing to help you too would suffice.

>>432
>>433
> is the most […] white liberal thing since the winter revolution
Was the "winter revolution" done by hippies or the Bolsheviks? Maybe you should humble yourself a bit before you accuse others of your own faults. Plus we were talking about Easter Bloc attitude to their own domestic hippie imitators, and you imbeciles started going off about internal USA politics, how is that relevant??

>>434
Deflecting, of course you cant see the bigger picture lmao, get a g.e.d they give those in jail lol

>>434
easter bloc like the bunny

egglines

>>434
calm donw

>>413
"Hey, watch out! Someone just accused me of not bumping the thread, but they're totally wrong. The thread is bumping just fine!

I don't know why they would think that, maybe they just can't see the bumps for all the holiday cheer in here. Or maybe they're just trying to spread some Grinch-like negativity during this joyous time of year.

Either way, let's not let their accusations bring us down. Let's keep spreading the merry cheer and bumping this thread to the top of the board.

Merry Christmas, everyone! May your days be filled with love, laughter, and all the good things this holiday season has to offer."

>>414
that is an old wirechan pasta

What you homos fail to realize is that basically meant was no fedposting, is not even the same board anymore.

>>414
You spoonfed and got baited son

>>415
>>416
It's you my friends who got played, for that merry jolly text was AI generated :)
Merry christmas!

>>418
Wat

>>213
>Love Exposure is a 2008 Japanese arthouse comedy-drama written and directed by Sion Sono. The film gained a considerable amount of notoriety in film festivals around the world for its four-hour runtime and themes including love, family, lust, religion and the crime of upskirt photography. The first version was originally six hours long, but was trimmed at the request of the producers.
Isn't this what OP is talking about? Sion Sono is even in the subject.

You have now been exposured to love. Send this loveletter to at leasst 3 more people or you will have bad luck für 69 days.

>>212
Love Exposure is divided in multiple chapters, you don't have to watch it all at once

>>212
a truly great film can occupy you for its entire length, no matter it's length. the greatest example of this is likely The Human Condition by Masaki Kobayashi, being nine hours in length but still perfect enough to watch the entire time.

>>214
i feel like i've seen this post somewhere before…

Hello!
I've been wanting to do urban exploring for a while now, but unfortunately I live in a very big city, so it's kinda hard to find run down places that aren't dangerous or constantly checked by the police.
But I recently (around a year ago) went to a small community where I used to live, and found many houses to be completely abandoned, they had a very eerie vibe to them, will post some pictures…
Unfortunately I think this is as far as I can "explore", considering it's a gated community (so it's kinda hard to get in), and the city in which I live in. And I wish something spooky had happened because it's the perfect setting for an "innawoods" type of greentext.
That place you mention looks really good for exploring, you may not find much, but at least some spooky drawings or dead animal body for sure…

Foreword: these aren't interesting.

Me and a friend broke into an abandoned insane asylum attached to a veteran's hospital 3 years ago, one of the hallways lead to it contrasting the maintained and deteriorating halves, that was rumored to have conducted experiments on soldiers and was generally agreed upon to be haunted. The first time I entered the premises I heard a shrill sorrowful scream, which my friend didn't hear from short distance from the entrance, from the opposite end of the campus and because a police car was stationed in front of the asylum we would return another night. The asylum is well-known and rumored about because of it being a popular Generation X hangout where people threw parties when they were in their youths. There was only one way in it, a window up stained marble stairs above the ground level, that was too old and small to bother locking up. There was an elevator shaft thick with dust and the flashlight we had wasn't strong enough to penetrate it. Curiously in the display cases showed events and dates for after the hospital closed and my friend is someone who's facts should be taken with grains of salt. Exploring more of the 'pital exiting the bathroom and looking into some procedure rooms we hard a sinister exhale in which we looked at each other and decided to not risk a great story or soul imprisonment. The bottom floor didn't have anything of note, just old boxes and emptied office cabinets. Outside the police car returned and we waited it out for 10 minutes before it and we left.

A few days later we went to a cemetery that was definitely haunted where my friend encountered some cryptid demon animal that yipped and yowled like a fox or small dog and a statue that moved. The Uber driver was an Aryan Afghan man who talked to us about djinns on the drive there. The most interesting thing I saw was a hole in the brick wall with bricks outside of the cemetery meaning something busted out from it. We didn't encounter anything spooky, we spit on jewish graves and I drew a penis and swastikas on the entrance to them with spray paint. My friend then suddenly had to shit their pants and the only thing stopping them was clutching onto the cross and the feeling subsided when we left but I think that retard was just nervous about the naughty thing we did. Next to the cemetery is an abandoned small amusement park where friend saw a scarecrow staring at her but again I took it with a grain of salt.

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>>234
its fun to do but in most cities youll just find somebodys heroin spot

>234
Its cool do do with friends mostly for climbing or doing videogame type exploring, good exercise too.

Never do it by yourself and bring firstaid kits + pepper spray, not for people as much it its for animals.

>>382

I pity the fool who treats Mr. T like that!

>>382
The A in A-team Stands for Anus

>>367
Did you ever used one?

>>382
I always place my toys while in that position to rip nasty farts.

>>368
Would you wish to live like that? Is the pure bliss not achiveable for you in the real world?

What would give you bliss as opposed to suffering(?)? Would a nap on your beloved wifes lap be equally blissiful?

Just interested.

I recently consulted the tarot while having an emotional breakdown. It revealed to me that thoughts directly contain emotions I picture them as network packets with an "emotion header". Think about killing someone you know and it will implicitly include how you imagine you would feel at that moment.
To reason calmly about a thought, I could consciously separate the associated emotion from the content, which was hard when following a train of thought, or override the emotion with something I wanted to feel instead.
I tried feeling happy and succeeded. The lack of effort made me want to kill myself. The more I learn about thought, the more I feel alienated from the substrate feeding my consciousness senses, memories and emotions. As a consequence solipsism creeps in.

To my understanding, the pure bliss is the real world. We just can't see it because of the filter of the ego and echo of the thoughts. Forgetting who you are for a time is a great way to realize just who really is glancing through your eyes.

The bliss I describe is within everyone. Awareness of this bliss, is not. Everything will be okay and all is well all the time forever. I'm not saying everyday is perfect or nothing bad ever happens, but doing your best to keep the bigger picture in the foreground is a path to that bliss that exists in you.

I don't have a wife, but the scenario you describe does sound quite blissful. Love is bliss. Love is never suffering

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHZ5-uutUaI Here's a song for your time

>>372
The true way to feel the internal bliss it to manifest it in the real world through your actions and shape your enviromnent to rrecieve it.

Stay strong brothers.

>>2
synesthesia