[ a / b / art / cy / lain / alt / o ] [ wired / meta ] [ home / information / affiliates / updates ] [ mebious ]

/lain/ - lain.iwakura

You've probably heard of Lain, of the Wired.
Name
Subject
Comment
File
Embed
Password (For file deletion.)

File: 1674493896908.png (1.06 MB, 856x1080, lain mod.png)

 No.1637

I feel like we might have a bit in common. I spent the last 3 years trying to be social and make some friends, and I think I'm actually doing pretty well now.

I still feel like with almost all people I'm playing a try-to-be-social game, consciously changing my behavior to be friendly and energetic around people. Multiple times I've felt like I've lost who I really am, like as if who myself is has become this formless emotionless being who puts on different masks and steals personality traits.

Despite that, I've still had a lot of fun and learned a lot from my friends. They make me feel better and I really enjoy being around them even though I'm coldly thinking about how to behave socially.

I think your idea of connecting with people is a high bar that doesn't have to be reached with most people. The people I feel like I've connected and I can "be myself" with, either I've known so well we feel like siblings or I can talk about stuff I really like and they like it too. This is like 4 people, and I only found them because I was trying to become friends with so many people.

 No.1638

fuck, meant as a reply to >>>/lain/1626

 No.1640

>>1638 hi, i replied to you in the original thread!



[Return][Go to top] [Catalog] [Post a Reply]
Delete Post [ ]
[ a / b / art / cy / lain / alt / o ] [ wired / meta ] [ home / information / affiliates / updates ] [ mebious ]