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 No.3799[Last 50 Posts]

I have decided to try no-fap for a month starting on the 14th. I am going to keep a diary here.
Day 1: 2022/08/14:
I slept all day, no fapping was possible
Day 2: 2022/08/15:
I kept my self busy with classes for most of the day. Never felt horny
Day 3: 2022/08/16:
Same thing as yesterday, but I felt horny for about 5 min at work for no reason

 No.3800

>>3799
Joining this started yesterday


Day1:

Wanna fap but handable

 No.3801

>>3799
Day 4: 2022/08/17:
Again, I was preoccupied with work and studies. But even when I wasn't I didn't feel any different. I think at some point I am going to look at some coomer material to make this more difficult. If I can tempt myself and overcome that temptation then it proves and reinforces my resolve.


>>3800
Welcum, anon. May your no-fap journey be prosperous

 No.3803

It's always day 0.

 No.3805

You lot better resist that masturbation temptation!

 No.3811

>>3799 >>3801
Day 5: 2022/08/18:
This feels to easy, still no want to fap. I'll see if it comes back tomorrow since i'm less busy then. If not, I will tempt myself with some pr0n to up the ante.


>>3803
I believe in you, my brother. You can overcome these sinful temptations if you put your mind to it.

 No.3812

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>>3811
> If not, I will tempt myself with some pr0n to up the ante.
Why do you want to set up yourself for failure?

 No.3814

>>3812
>Why do you want to set up yourself for failure?

Because I feel like it's been too easy so far. I just want to make it a challenge.

 No.3815

>>3814
Patience, it will become annoyingly hard soon enough.

 No.3816

>>3799 3801 3811
Day 6: 2202/08/19:
Still going strong. I did follow through with what I said yesterday and looked at some porn. It… did nothing. I'm almost concerned with how little of a reaction I had. Something about it being easy so far has me unsettled.


>>3815
>Patience, it will become annoyingly hard soon enough.
I lack patience, which is part of why I'm doing this.


>>3800
You still there, anon?

 No.3817

>>3816
Yea im here nigga I think that youre
Just flat lining I try not to look at porn for me that's an instant bust

 No.3820

>>3799 3801 3811 3816
Day 7: 2022/08/20:
THE HORNY CAME BACK THE HORNY CAME BACK THE HORNY CAME BACK. I still persevered but it wasnt fun

 No.3821

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I can't do nofap, my wife forces me to fill her up, I swear she's turning into cum brain
>wat do?

 No.3822

File: 1661092721119.gif (2.51 MB, 245x347, tracy_jerk.gif)

>>3821
Go and brag about it on some other site.

 No.3823

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>>3821

Too much information.

 No.3824

>>3821
Post tits

 No.3825

>>3800
Failed flirted with cute girl today will re try

 No.3826

>>3799
Day 8: 2022/08/21:
Almost failed to day. I had my dick out and ready to fap, but I stopped myself at the last moment. Now this it te kinda challenge I was hoping for


>>3821
>what do?
tell her youre both gonna end up beta cucks if you keep cumming and giving into hedonism.


>>3824
Keep your sins out of here


>>3825
Yes, brother, that's the spirit. Even if you don't succeed, try try again. I believe in you :)

 No.3831

>>3799
Day 9: 2022/08/22:
Most of today I was to sad to even want to fap. I'm hoping after all this is over I won't want to fap anymore.

 No.3832


>>3831
I wish you a good break from the coom addiction anon

 No.3833

>>3832
Skyglider? Fuck off if I get randomly assigned a name I hoped it'd be cooler

 No.3836

>>3799
Day 11: 2022/08/24:
The last two days have been pretty uneventful. The feeling of being "backed up" has gone away

 No.3846

>>3799
Day 15: 2022/08/28:
Halfway there! Can't believe it's been 15 days already. I wanted to fap the past few days but I got ever it. This challenge really made me realize how much of an addiction fapping is. Bored? fap. Lonely? fap. Sad? fap. I didn't gain anything from it other than a quick dopamine burst and a mess to clean up. Rewiring my brain to be less of a coomer will be an uphill battle but it seems like it'll be worth it. We should bring back kink/degeneracy shaming and considering masturbation a sin.

 No.3850

>>3799
Day 16: 2022/08/29:
Fapping is no longer enough. I NEED to fuck. I think imma try to smash this one kinda slutty girl that sits next to me in classes.

 No.3853

>>3850
God bless you

Day 4 for me

 No.3856

>>3799
Day 19: 2022/09/02:
>>3850
> Fapping is no longer enough. I NEED to fuck. I think imma try to smash this one kinda slutty girl that sits next to me in classes.
She withdrew from the class lmao. I think imma take that as a sign from God that I should stay chaste and not fuck hoes.

>>3853
Godspeed, anon.

 No.3859

>>3799
Day 0: 2022/09/03:
I arrive with regrettable news. I failed today. It was by accident, but irregardless I failed. I'm not too ashamed since I did get farther than most on their first attempt. But alas, almost only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades. I will be starting again tomorrow and hopefully I will be able to go one month this time. It is a bit disheartening that I failed so close to the end.

 No.3860

>>3859
we can do it together, just think of me when you are about to fap ;)

 No.3862

>>3860

"Not now sweetie, I'm in public."

 No.3867

>>3799
Day 1: 2022/09/04:
Feeling optimistic. Hopefully this run will go better than the last.

 No.3868

>>3867
This time try not watching porn lol

 No.3921

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Day 1 again:
I failed yet again and I am going to restart yet again. I'm not going to even bother with counting days I'm just going to wait until the 12th or 13th of October or something.

>>>3867

>This time try not watching porn lol
you have a point. I am going to delete my spank bank and possible block hentai and porn domains on my network. At some point I will also dispose of my coomer toys.

The attached image is inspiration for my self and fellow anons who wish to no longer be coomers. Sorry for the low resolution.

 No.3924

>>3799
Just did it 3 times today

God fucking dammit I will stop with this sinful behavior

Day 0

 No.3977

>>3799
May you be strong my brothers

 No.3980

>>3799
I feel you, I've been wanting to start nofap again yet failed on day one again and again for a week now. I really want a test boost for my upcoming fight next saturday… I need to stop at least 4 days before bros

 No.3994

>>3799
Main and auxiliary spank banks have been deleted. I was worried I would feel hesitant or regretful about deleting them, but I actually feel freer. I won't be blocking porn and hentai domains though. I live with other people and I don't want to find out if they're coomers by messing with their internet.

>>3980
>>>3799
>I feel you, I've been wanting to start nofap again yet failed on day one again and again for a week now. I really want a test boost for my upcoming fight next saturday… I need to stop at least 4 days before bros

If you struggle with day 1, try starting on a day where you will be so occupied it is impossible or impractical to fap. Good luck with your fight, I'll be rooting for you.

 No.4109

>>3799
Brothers here we meet at the cross roads again, back to the beginning may you find a reason to do something else other than to jack off.

Endure and you shall be rewarded.

 No.4150

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>>3799
I never was successful with nofap. My record was around 46 days which ended in some kind of enlightenment experience under the influence of marijuana, resembling acute psychosis on a superficial level, kundalini awakening on a more "spiritual" level. It was rather dangerous, but I came out of it fine but perhaps a bit traumatized.
The thing that I have had most success with however was the book EasyPeasy method. It has good criticism of the usual NoFap movement and takes a different approach. It's more science based and rational, emphasizing really reasoning your way out of porn addiction rather than feelings of guilt, counting days and trying to stop cold turkey.
Last year I was able to reach a point where I didn't feel an urge to watch porn anymore, even when there was sexual content right before my eyes. I didn't just stop porn, I had no urge to watch it at all. At one point though, being several months clean I relapsed because of some stupid brain fart and slowly built the addiction again, and now I'm going to quit it again.
The last time gave me a lot of confidence, because now I really have a feeling that quitting is not only possible but actually rather easy when you have the right approach. You just need to be determined and practice self-discipline.
I think in 99% of cases fapping is not the problem at all, it's the porn addiction. They just go always hand-in-hand nowadays so people don't see the distinction. Masturbation is natural every now and then, while porn is an extremely stimulating unnatural thing which has never existed before in human evolution. Porn has no real benefits and is highly addictive. So, my recommendation to anons is to focus on quitting porn rather than masturbation.
Here's the EasyPeasy book: https://easypeasymethod.org

 No.4152

>>3799
Last one today

If there is a higher being please help me.

Reject slaneesh

 No.4164

Day 1: I feel drained, yeaterday i released all my sexual energy coming to terms that i dislike this particular person and wish to not hateboner again.


May God help me.

 No.4165

I actually managed to not fap for two days last week. Of course I had pretty good sex sessions for those nights.

 No.4169

>>3799
Day 7 2022/10/16:
REJOICE! OP here. Finally, after many repeated failures I have finally made it seven days. It's still under a 4th of the way there, but making some decent progress has reinvigorated me. I think I'm going to try to reroute energy from wanting to fap into working out and actually talking to women. It's only been a week and I'm already noticing an improvement in my drive and ambition.

>>4150
>I never was successful with nofap. My record was around 46 days
I detect a contradiction, you may not consider it a success but I personally would.
>Here's the EasyPeasy book: https://easypeasymethod.org
Thank you for posting this. After reading the introduction, I don't think I would personally find it helpful, but I have seen plenty of other anons post about how helpful it was for them. Thank you for helping us with our nofap journey. Godspeed, anon.

Sorry for the long post I just got excited for hitting 7 days again :D

 No.4170

>>4169
good for you, anon
keep it goin, champ!

(btw posting this while in a hot tub!)

 No.4171

>>3799
Cant sleep, trying to hold might have to start again tomorrow, sorry brothers i have fallen today.

 No.4172

>>3799
Day 8: 2022/10/17:
Finally got an opportunity to throw away my sex toy(s). I was worried I would be apprehensive about it, but I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders instead. I kinda wish I could go back in time and tell myself to save the money and spend it on something I'd actually get some long-term enjoyment out of. But live and learn, I guess. The only coomer material I still have left is some polaroids, but considering I don't even know where they are they aren't of major concern.

>>4171
>Cant sleep, trying to hold might have to start again tomorrow, sorry brothers i have fallen today.
I know I'm late but try something that makes you sleepy and distracts you. For me reading and listing to narrations are a good option. What's important is that you've fallen, it's that you get back up and keep trying. I believe you can do it, anon.

 No.4173

>>4172
>What's important is that you've fallen
EDIT: What's important is not that you've fallen…

 No.4174

damn you bros are really addicted to jacking off

 No.4176

>>4174
It's the only source of pleasure in my life.

 No.4177

>>4174
>damn you bros are really addicted to jacking off
Yes, that's part of why I made this thread. To help and encourage other coomers to kick the habit.

>>4176
>It's the only source of pleasure in my life.
Please try to find another one

 No.4179

>>4176
This is why it's so hard for me to kick as well. I've been doing it multiple times every single day for over 20 years now. It's like those old smokers who know it's bad for them but are they really going to quit after smoking everyday for 40+ years.

 No.4194

>>3799
Changing my life in major ways, lets go!
Day 0

 No.4195

serial jackers - what kind of porn are you guys crankin it to? hopefully nothing too weird

 No.4196

>>3799
Day 12: 2022/10/21:
For what ever reason, today was very difficult. I am no longer flat-lining. Since I'm ending in November I'll see if I can continue with No Nut November just for fun. I have resolved that if I do fail again it must be with an actual woman. Cooming in my hand is no longer enough.

>>4179
>This is why it's so hard for me to kick as well. I've been doing it multiple times every single day for over 20 years now. It's like those old smokers who know it's bad for them but are they really going to quit after smoking everyday for 40+ years.
I know it seems out there, but it is possible. I knew a smoker who had been smoking every day for 30+ years. When he had kids, he realized he had to make a change in his life, otherwise he'd die early and leave them and his five to fend for themselves. I'm not saying it has to be that dramatic, but it is possible to break the cycle. You only live once, so why not give breaking addiction a shot or two or three or ten?

>>4194
>Changing my life in major ways, lets go!
>Day 0
Yes! That's the spirit!

>>4195
>serial jackers - what kind of porn are you guys crankin it to? hopefully nothing too weird
When I did look at porn it wasn't anything strange (usually). Mostly just bunny girls. I used to have 1000+ images of bunny girls saved. Luckily, they've all been deleted.

 No.4199

>>4196
>bunny girls

brother wtf is that? a girl dressed as a rabbit?

 No.4200

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 No.4202

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>>4199
>brother wtf is that? a girl dressed as a rabbit?
Kinda. I meant girls dressed in the Playboy bunny girl outfit (see attached image). Really, the only rabbit part about it are the ears and tail, it's mostly just an excuse to see women in leotards, but something about the ears and tail does it for me. It is depraved, I know.

>>4200
No.

 No.4203

>>4200
>>4202
Lol Get better king

 No.4204

>>4202
lol bro if this is all youre crankin to i think youre probably okay and just a little to hard on yourself.

 No.4207

>>3799
Day 1: 2022/10/23:
Failed again yesterday. There is no excuse for my behavior. At least making it halfway is becoming easier. I don't care if this is become akin to Sisyphus, I will keep trying until I make it a full 30 days. I WILL PERSEVERE I WILL HAVE STRENGTH I WILL HAVE RESOLVE

>>4204
>i think youre probably okay and just a little to hard on yourself.
Damn straight I'm hard on myself. If I let myself slack I'll never actually improve and I'll instead sink into apathy and complacency.

 No.4211

I've managed to fight the urge for three nights in a row. I haven't been able to do so during the day. One problem that has been starting is, when I go without cumming I start to itch really bad around my balls.

 No.4213

>>4211
>I've managed to fight the urge for three nights in a row. I haven't been able to do so during the day. One problem that has been starting is, when I go without cumming I start to itch really bad around my balls.
That sounds like an actual medical problem. Is it actual itching, as in irritation in the epidermis? If it is under the epidermis I suggest talking to your GP maybe. If it is just itching do everything you can to prevent it, since itching is leading you to fapping.

 No.4214

>>4213
It literally only itches if I don't fap or I go so long without cumming. That's the only time that it ever does. I still have went without fapping but I did have sex earlier. The itching stopped almost instantly.

 No.4219

>>4214
Its probably muscle scars, stop fapping have sex instead.

 No.4593

>>3799
im gonna fap today and start this after, hopefully i can last at least 3 months or so

 No.4612

>>4593
I believe in you, anon. Is this your first time trying nofap? If so, 3 months may be a bit ambitious. Not saying that it isn't possible, but you should keep in mind that there may be failures along the way.

 No.4628

A couple of my friends claimed to have fapped 300 times during November and they told me it's warped their minds. They can't feel any pleasure except while they are "gooning". I'm glad I only do it a few times a week.

 No.4632

>>3799
i will not fap at least until feb next year

 No.4637

>>4632
already failed, will start again tomorrow

 No.4654

>>3799
last fap

 No.4655

>>4654
For today?

 No.4658

I don't know how to stop fapping.

 No.4666

>>4658
Self-discipline. You know exactly how to do it, although permanently quitting is probably undesirable.
The key is to control your urges rather than being controlled by them. That is what sets you free.

 No.4682

>>4666
I think sometimes I geninuely enjoy watching hentai and porn. I'll look at porn or hentai sometimes for 10 hours straight without even touching myself at all.

 No.4691

>>4682
Thats depornalization, your brain gets dope but without the actual happiness that comes with having an intimate relationship.

 No.4694

>>4691
>having an intimate relationship
I haven't ever had one in my entire life. Hell, I haven't ever had really any close types of relationship. Never was close with any friends when I had friends. Same with family members. My mom and dad never gave a shit about me. When I attempted to have something to do with my dad later in life he straight up told me he thought I was well off and didn't think he needed to check on me while he gave me up for adoption. I was adopted by other family members who also didn't give a shit about me. Just weaseled their way to collecting a check not really wanting to have anything to do with me. I mostly just grifted around town growing up sleeping at people's houses. Sometimes after only knowing them for a day or two. Then moving on to the next person. Especially when I was smoking weed and would get high with them. Eventually everyone became adults and "grew up" as I just stayed the same. Never looking forward to anything just being a NEET and barely getting by being the loser that I was and still am. Losing friend after friend until their weren't any left. Now I just hang out on imageboards, watch porn, jerk off, play ROMs, watch anime/tv/movies every so often, and over caffienate myself on coffee having the shits. Sometimes I honestly do believe that I should just kill myself.

 No.4696

>>4694
Get a job doing physical stuff, all of the retards and junkies do it, if you,re gonna sudoku anyway might as well do it. Just go to the interview high

 No.4707

Didn't Fap for a year, did a fap few days afterwards.
Needed to check everything still worked.
It did.
I don't care much about Fapping anynore, don't watch porn.
If some one looks pretty, thats all it is.
"All just means to attract and distract" -D.H.o.H.

 No.4709

>>4696
I'd probably start getting a boner if I work with any women. Then maybe even start to jerk off in public. I have no self-control.

 No.4712

>>4709
At first I was worried I would be the same way, but after a certain point you just stop caring as much. If you don't feed your brain porn you stop thinking about that kinda stuff all the time.

>>4696
Yes. I work in a warehouse and they will hire literally anyone. Can't read or speak English? Hired. Literally retarded? Hired. Haven't passed a drug test in the past 10 years? Never even had a drug test. From my experience, physical jobs only really care if you show up on time and do your work, everything else they couldn't give a shit about.

 No.4713

>>4709
Wtf, stay at home them and fap yourself to death, waht the fuck

 No.4716

>>4709
Have you thought that maybe, you are a woman?

This could be hormonal balancing.

 No.4717

>>4716
>"Guys I get too horny and lack self control which makes me worried I'll jack in public"
>you are a woman
>Because hormones
wat

 No.4719

>>4712
I've was obsessed with drawing naked people long before porn. I got in trouble in elementary school over it. I touched myself in the bath way before porn. I also was interested in seeing everyone naked that I could. I also was molested a couple of times over the years.

>>4712
I don't live near warehouse jobs. I've never known anyone IRL that's had a warehouse job.

>>4713
I've been doing that for over a decade now in a home that doesn't want me.

>>4716
I went through a phase in my teens where I sucked dick and grew my hair out long wearing make up. It was long before the "trap" days. But I did it and if I were born earlier. I would have taken HRT and at least made some money being a BasedBoyBussy on Twitch or some shit.

>>4717
I do sometimes feel like I have a phantom vagina under my balls. I've rubbed it raw before. It usually stays moist too. Could it be possible that I have a unclit like Chris Chan but mine is underneath the skin?

 No.4720

>>4709
Just get a job programming, you won't have to see any woman for the rest of your life.

 No.4722

>>4719
Im gonna start charging for these therapy sessions, go get some real friends

 No.4723

>>4719
Take >>4722's advice and , if at all possible, consider some actual therapy sessions. Wirechan doesn't count. From my limited knowledge about psychology, some of this does sound like it could stem from childhood molestation/trauma. Which helping with that is one of the few actual use cases for counseling/therapy. Godspeed, Anon.

 No.4770

>>3799
I hope to go throughout 2023 without fapping once a week it will be sex only

 No.4771

>>4770
Aren't you worried about causing a pregnancy with all of that stored extra cum you'll be packing in your balls?

 No.4774

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>>3799
NO FAP STARTS TODAY 2023 WILL BE TEH NO CUM YEAR

 No.4791

>>4774
Already too late for me. I fapped before coming to this board.

 No.4796

>>4774
THE CUMLESS YEAR BEGINS NOW.
BORN TO RETAIN
WORLD IS A FAP
No Cum 2023
I am nofap man
684,458,342,129 SAVED SPERM CELLS

 No.4829

>>4774
DAY 6: REALLY HORNY, WILL NOT FAP, SEX ONLY

 No.4842

>>3799
2023 day 7: I hate when i start thinking about just having sex with these girls i know are eazy but i actually hate, i think that should count as a fail if you just bust a nut on a quickie like that even if its technically sex.

 No.4845

>>4842
>i think that should count as a fail if you just bust a nut on a quickie like that even if its technically sex.
Your personal challenge, your personal rules. At the end of the day, it's a challenge about self control and fighting temptations. Therefore, if fucking easy girls is a temptation of yours, then not fucking them should be a goal.

 No.4851

>>3799
Day 8 feeling pretty good, but late i night i have horny thoughts. But its sex only so i will not succumb.

 No.4852

I'm going to fap here in a few. I downloaded a very nice 9x9 splitscreen 20 minute video of women shitting.

 No.4853

>>4852
you can close this tab and never come back you know :)

 No.4854

>>4852
Imagine this person is your son

 No.4855

>>4854

This place is a deep recess of twisted humanity, without the humanity.

 No.4856

>>4853
Are you telling me, a veteran that I'm not welcome here on wirechan any longer?

>>4854
I don't think men in their 70s get on wirechan.

 No.4857

>>4856
I am talking in real life, you are somebody son in real life.

 No.4861

I've been thinking a lot about how life would be different if I was never exposed to porn. Or at least exposed now and not when I was 13. Would I not want to fap as much? Would I fantasize about sex less? Would I be more or attracted to irl women? Would I fantasize about meeting my soulmate instead of fucking some broad?
These questions don't keep me up at night but they do make me think that unrestricted internet access has ruined me to an extent.
Idk late night ramble post; this is why we need the ability to sage.

 No.4862

>>3799
Been no fapping since the beginning of the year, i like it.

>>4861
There is no point to sage if every one of your posts are quality posts.

 No.4864


 No.4869

Really thinking about fapping today; the urge is strong. If I do I'll at least make it a training exercise on holding in the dick sneeze. Should I ever get a GF I don't want to condition myself into being a one minute wonder.

 No.4905

>>4172
>The only coomer material I still have left is some polaroids
I finally threw them out; I feel truly free.



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