>>2929>You have to just let her go.
I really thought I did and I think I still do. I don't know what to do. It's like if you told me to walk in a straight line, and I looked down at my legs and they were moving, but nothing around me is changing, then I know I'm standing still but since my legs are already moving I don't know what else to do to start walking.>find a way to occupy your time in a healthy way- build yourself up.
I've been studying like a madman recently. It's not adding up to much yet but I have access to so much information that it could be a miracle.>You will find love again.
I'm not holding my breath, I really don't care anymore. I developed some kind of schizophrenia a month after the conclusion, but it's good luck that it's the positive African type, I witness a lot of nice imaginary people and animals.